And to think I was laying there dreaming of you. You are my dreams, a part of my soul, somewhere in my memories’ heart you have made a humble and healthy home. I love you so much Anna.
You’re laying on me right now, sleeping, and I can’t imagine that you could be more perfect (sorry if my phones glare is in your eyes!). You do so so much for me, while faultlessly staying lovely, calm, funny, sweet, and caring the entire time. I truly do not know how I could have everrrr gotten…
This makes me think of being in Utah, in the very first weeks of when I began dating my girlfriend. We were at a restaurant, keeping to ourselves, completely unaware of those around us.. Did I mention UTAH? LDS nation.. and a woman stranger who I hadn’t even noticed to be sitting in the restaurant with us came up behind my girlfriend and me and said something along the lines of, “I think it’s awesome that you two are courageous enough to kiss in public,” with a sincere tone, and walked away. We didn’t even think about how many glares we would probably get, being so open with PDA in Utah.. it didn’t even cross our minds until then.
I often wonder who notices us as a couple.. how many people we have positively or negatively affected, how many conversations we’ve spurred, or points and stares we’ve gotten. I generally don’t consciously realize or consider that how affectionate, and lets face it, touchy, we are with each other in public (and private ;) is not commonly seen by most.
I just.. wonder.